this morning i couldnt really sleep, well i dreamt of my gpa, & just woke up all of a sudden. i dontknow why. i reflected on why the hell i did perhaps, quite badly for some of my modules & later few answers came to my mind. i've been using most of my time to make ends meet on my projs but dang, its really hard sometimes. really hard. wearing out is definitely out of the question but that is not the point. i know i chose to path, this path to my OHSOBRIGHT future, but it's really tough, really. sorry for being such cranky, & yea, i wish things were better off, argh, haha.

yayy. mommy's treating us sakura for her birthday tonight! i would actually like to tag koon along, but her godson & the rest are also joining so hmmm well, pig next time! lol. the best period i enjoyed spending with mom in my life, mayb the saddest one, was my obsession for swings. & WHOOO mann the swings still there. when i was young, usually sat the swing with mom after tuition, which was abt 9pm? sometimes she would push mine & vice versa. love the cool air brushing across my face with every oscillation, & felt really as thou im flying. it is soo fun to sit on but everytime when i get down from the swing, sure to have a dizzy spell booooo.