♥ x

and you know who i mean(:

Take me away, a sweet escape

Wednesday, September 23, 2009 @ 12:43 AM

MOOV-ED!

Before the worst, I've moved from BS to tumblr account, for good. Because i realised I do still prefer a-not-so-complicated-life. For peepo who would like to hop over to my blog do tell me. But still anyway, im nice, really, and am willing to be your best listening ear if u ever need one :) (just drop me a message!)

Saturday, September 19, 2009 @ 3:45 PM

Jeff said that he will never believe that I'll be that unlucky. So hello world, what if I am? I start to ask myself why but I dontknow. & I start to hate peepo to ask me 'Can you take it?'

Breaking News

@ 2:33 AM

I'm back to my movie-aficionado self, watching a lot of movies in the span of 2 wks, & Phobia 2 is the next soon. I'm awesome. Although I fell asleep during parts of some movies (my small head & friends, if u dontknow abt this, haha), horrible but still awesome.

One of the movies I've watched,
The Ugly Truth is Thumbs Up X1,000.
Must Must
Must Watch.

Unlucky

Thursday, September 17, 2009 @ 1:57 PM

AssaultCube is fun. It works like cs gaming (but not really). I've been playing last night with paradian from 11 to 3 midnight. U've no idea how we owned the other group, we totally rule man!

I just found out that there'll be THREE Friday the 13th(s) this year. One in Feb, one in march, and the other in nov which my bday falls arnd nov too. Must be an unlucky year ahead, but no. 13 has always been my favourite number so no wonder i'm always so fated with this suayness sighh.

I can't be bothered with what happens for the rest of the day.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009 @ 2:08 AM

Not so blue!

Monday, September 14, 2009 @ 6:55 PM

I'm attending an interview tmrw & I'm looking forward to it. How miraculous! And plus the fact that the pay is $800-$1200 in two weeks time (omg i just received the call from the person lucky much!), so I believe it's gonna be a good day tdy!

I'm actually in a huge hurry but I felt like blogging out of a sudden. Am supposed to meet koon soon but since he hasn't called to ask me if hes driving over here, I shall continue typing. Xoxo baby don't get mad! Heh.

Anwy, baby has bought LG crystal as I told him to buy the same as me & he'll be collecting it tmrw. So we'll get couple phones and yeah. See, I'm awesome! :D

Chinese Education Time with Ms Tan

Sunday, September 13, 2009 @ 11:55 PM

忽然间我开始觉得我的华文退步了
所以我要学写华文

最近经常听这类的歌
让我的心情变得很平静

我的Crystal 一直陪我过这学校假期日记

一直想做一個優雅一點的少女
可是永远也是这样稚气的小朋友 ):

对我來说真心的朋友才是我最大的财富 (L)

If you be my star, I'll be your sky

Wednesday, September 09, 2009 @ 8:18 PM

I think I'm gonna disappear just very soon.
I'm sorry for the tears.
I'm sorry for talking rubbish at times.
I need to sleep more.
Everyday either I stay up till late or wake up damn early.
I need to stop living my life for others.
I need peepo to tell me "Oh theres nothing wrong of having a wavy hair, & you'll be looking good with it".

ZHUANG IS A 18 YEARS OLD small BOY

Saturday, September 05, 2009 @ 11:42 PM

Luckily bestie informed me otherwise I'd miss his bday party..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY FAV TYL FRIEND!

Firstly, it has been 4 years time! You're definitely the greatest friend that I ever have (despite the fact I was bullied by you. Haha). I'd hope you would grow up and be a big boy :D

As we are getting further and further away, you are always there to plan outings and gatherings for us to meet up in every occasions or otherwise without failed. I do appreciate and really thank you for making the effort to text or call me wherever we go and many many.

Lastly, you're always a wisecracker of my list. And and, study a little hard pls! :)

You dont notice but you mean more

Tuesday, September 01, 2009 @ 11:51 PM

Dear you,

Never thought I'd feel this way but I want you to stay. I'd like to see your smile everyday when I open my eyes. I love the way you joke with me and your family like a big baby. I love to see the way you eat your chicken wings & just how you try to finish up my drinks for me. I love the way you laugh at me when I was in my teddy bear pajamas. I love the time you told me you won't leave me to someone else because how important I'm a superglue meant to you. You make everything's special to me. And I wanna build my world around you.

Please get well soon.

Love,
X

When I say jump u say how high

@ 1:11 AM

And 5/1 gatherings in Swensons tdy. Bought Ong's prezzies for teachers day cum belated bday & shes really like it. It would be good if 5/1 peepos can catch up for like at least half a year. This is so unfair, but I still think nothing beats sec sch life.

We watched turning point and the storyline is not really great but I swear it would really make u go 'So oh oh oh what will be happening next? When everybody knows & lalalalala.' Not so surprising I suppose? But yea. Im like getting the picture, not just the individual but the whole generation. They're just way too prepared, salute!

August has ended, I dont really how but things are still dragging. Im moving nowhere. I know i shld just make up my mind, but it seems like my mind cant really agree with my heart. Nobody could help me for this & i know for sure. I've realised that sometimes it's good not to think so far.

P.S. I could read my heart but I cant seem to read my mind so if this is wad I want?

I'ma tell u One time

Thursday, August 13, 2009 @ 7:07 PM

When I met you my heart went knock knock

Now them butterflies in my stomach wont stop stop

And even thou its a struggle love is all we got

And we gon' keep keep climbing to the mountain top

U look so deep, u know that it humbles me
You're by my side, them troubles them not trouble me
Many have called but the chosen is u
Whateva u want shawty I'll giv it to u

Sucha cute song haha. Justin Bieber is cute (L)

I never been on my own since that day

Monday, August 10, 2009 @ 5:05 PM

Saw these after praying which falls on national day.

And I love vintage cars.

But if i were be able to choose others,

Vorks Wagen will be my preference. (L)

I finally had the sleep of my life after quite some time bcos our projects all handed in because i didnt go to school tdy becauses There's no OHNOW class & also bcos crystal has not been disturbing in my slp these days.

My jap test is on wed, though.

Thats really. Great.

Wonder if i can revise so much by tonight

Im a yummy tummy funny lucky gummy bear

Thursday, August 06, 2009 @ 12:26 AM

Peepo gave me a pack of gummy bear just now.
Chew chew chew.. & POP!
So I came to look for this song haha, quite addictive btw

I had to

Monday, August 03, 2009 @ 9:36 PM

Few days back :

I was sick agn so my eyes & face were swollen all bcos i ate panadol
This was the 2nd time i wore mask in the clinic
But was lucky to have bb (L)
Grandpa but refused to help me pay my phone bill
Biz Park still makes my heart go lalala
I am not very happy with euuux
how nice of u laughing at me like a gay at times & ohmymama, your fart smells so nice

Wednesday, July 29, 2009 @ 1:47 AM

Life has been crazy & rather down.

I dont even know if I'm lying to myself.

Everything, I'm lost again like so many times before.

Indeed, my bitter heart tries to keep it all inside.

Bitter heart tries to keep it all inside

Monday, July 27, 2009 @ 9:20 PM

Because a song can take you back instantly to a moment, a place, or even a person. No matter what else has changed in you or the world, that one song stays the same, just like that moment. Which is pretty amazing, when you actually think about it.

K's pre birthday celebration at east coast on sat turns out to be fun because all of my friends turned up for the celebration at 1am. I hope he would grow up & be a big boy!

Anwy, Im actually quite obsessed with monopoly electronic edition alrdy :D

Paper planes

Tuesday, July 14, 2009 @ 7:41 PM

Early in the morn, walking out from my house was a bloody day.

all of the beez were found dead on the floor,

so i had a hard time finding my way out.

And qian made me laugh tdy,

qian: why dont u look for pooh's contact from yellow pages last night?

me: what? who's pooh?

qian: winnie the pooh. bcos winnie love honey & beez, can help u clear them outside your house

i think i laughed to myself for at least a minute. haha. :D

FML beez influenza

@ 1:06 AM

My parents & sis were caught up downstairs becos myriads of bees were flying outside my house! I tried to call pest control from yellow pages but failed to reach them. I also had imaginative thoughts like getting stung by bees & died in my house without anyone knowing.

In a less fml note, some bees died in less than an hour's time & my family managed to reach home safely. I'm so appreciated for bb accompanying me thru msn chat when i was home alone. (L)

that's why they calla FML

Tuesday, July 07, 2009 @ 9:21 PM

My life has been real suck. I've got a plan for myself & im gonna do it to make me happier. ytd, i was being lectured by a doc for not being socially responsible not getting a 2 days MC as i thought i was having a mere running nose and sore throat. my eyes were also swollen for the entire night bcos i forgot im allergic to panadol. for tdy, I'm not feeling really well & i know it's not bcos of the cold weather. It is also driving me crazy bcos i cant miss four tut lessons tmrw & jap grammar test. FML.

Eating my heart out.

I want

Saturday, July 04, 2009 @ 7:26 PM

Awwwww, I really really love u too! :D

I wanna live like cannonball - careless & free

Monday, June 29, 2009 @ 9:09 PM

Do you know a baby at 15 weeks is the size of an apple?

Msia trip ytd was fun yet tiring :D

happyhappyhappy

& also bcos my fat boy is with me

love black pepper crab & chicken wings

♥

So confused.

Friday, June 26, 2009 @ 12:50 AM

Took bus home & was indeed a long ride with a heavy heart, i had so much to say but i really dontknow if i should. i couldnt even smile.

Sometimes, im a lil afraid of what's coming ahead.

Crappy

Saturday, June 20, 2009 @ 2:42 PM

I suspect the monster's on its way.

My heart skips a beat everytime I see hawt guys,

young & even twice my age.

But oh man, I'll marry him in a heartbeat, hohoho! :D

2 Years.

Friday, June 19, 2009 @ 11:36 PM

There's no combination of words

I could put on the back of a postcard

No song that I could sing

But I can try for your heart

Our dreams, and they are made out of real things

Like a, shoebox of photographs

With sepiatone loving

Love is the answer,

At least for most of the questions in my heart

Like why are we here? And where do we go?

And how come it's so hard?

It's not always easy and

Sometimes life can be deceiving

I'll tell you one thing it's always better when we're together

-
everyday I couldnt wait for my jap trip on this coming sept.
Best place ever!
unexpectedly, something cropped up.

Thursday, June 18, 2009 @ 1:48 AM

Disappointed.
What's wrong with me exactly?
I don't know.

I like

Thursday, June 11, 2009 @ 1:15 PM

Brudder Hon Wei just came back from Ireland.
he bought me this dkny watch.
I wanna say, so many thanks to u, & im v happy now :D

P is with me

Monday, June 08, 2009 @ 12:10 PM

4 Jun: Pig bank's bday which also falls on mid-sem term test, so we had a mini celebration and watched terminator after tt. For dontknow y we were 8 peeps but drove only 1 car out, HAHA. I know sab almost vomited bcos of tt, HA.

5 Jun: steamboat & friends, guitar hero, OCH, old tampines rd. Was so super tired so i fell asleep while we were watching 'the ring'. btw, OCH is freakkkkyyyyy, seriously

6 Jun: We intended to eat lobster but under so many circumstances we decided not to so we changed to chilli crab. Then watched monster vs aliens & 3D graphics is super cool! & gave quek a surprise ltr by showing up a bday cake to him at 12 midnight! Sad thing is the choco Han's cake tt we bought was smashed to quek's face omg :'D

7 Jun: Shopping & monopoly. Ltr brought crystalbaby down for P's little cousin to see like 2am? Lol. & we drove to mac for supper.

UMM.
Paradian is studying hard for his mid-term test.
All the best to u ya
Ganbatte ne!

Whatever the weather
Must bring thermometer
Stick in your armpit or down there
HAHA!

Sunday, May 31, 2009 @ 10:03 AM

Happiness and sadness are not caused by your surroundings.
They’re caused by your thinking.

Anwy, last night I deleted his messages & then spent the next 10 mins trying to restore deleted messages. There was no such function. Silly me lol

Those words keep me warm, helped me through the storm

Monday, May 25, 2009 @ 9:07 PM

Thanks love, my family & all of my friends for being there, i will make it through this time, it happened so many times before.

i'm like my daddy :/

Monday, May 18, 2009 @ 9:21 PM

now i know y i'm so blur.
cos i'm my daddy's daughter!
:X

He was at the doorstep ready to go to work when he started patting his pockets and asked me to where his phone was, & to check the master bedroom.

I looked at his hand, & it was there.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009 @ 8:21 PM

Sometimes i guess i'm really muddle-headed.
but the scene has been repeating & i'm getting really tired.
like how many things i've lost for the 7th time.
Whats wrong exactly with me?
& everyone told mom not to buy me a new phone.
I promise there wont be a 8th time. :(

This morning I realized i've forgotten to buy a thermometer as there will be a thermometer taking exercise going on, so i wrote this text msg 'hey, where u!' & supposed to send it to kx to ask for his help for buying me one if he was still home or possible. after an hour he replied me this, 'Oh! I forgot about the talk!.. Ahhh! What time was it?' HAHA. Sry kx, i dontknow y i will laugh to myself for this for a minute. But its funny lol. :D

Anwy, I really hate it when i feel like someone is staring as if they know me, but not sure if they do. It's weird and even weirder y i was so affected by it, like as if i've done smth wrong but seriously, i did nth. Somehow feeling retard when strangers make u feel a lil pissed off.

Too serious too 'sick'

Friday, May 08, 2009 @ 11:46 PM

Got this video walkman for Mommy tdy. I do prefer this to others bcos it's shimmering pink. well, i'm glad she likes it too. AND mother's day pre-celebration was a big disaster. All food seems so tastless to me. :(

You teach my heart to speak

Monday, May 04, 2009 @ 7:29 PM

I'm home, unexpected.

& pig is sick, for three days.
but do consume your medicine on time, even thou u might feel that it tastes real bad. Get well soooon! :D

Hmm. I dont really know where to begin & how to say it. But thankyou! And yea, all for good cause. I'm much appreciated. :)

Sch is the worst everyday. Fucked up for everything.

Dreams vs Fantasies. Jus for laugh

Friday, May 01, 2009 @ 1:37 AM

so does it make you happier?

This started with your obsession about other people's iphone. While thinking there are a few things about design & functions which might not suit u personally, u still wonder if u shld take the plunge & buy it. Why? Bcos everyone was gonna get one, i guess. with so many things in your wishlist, u cant help but compare your own situation with others.

but, as u load yourself up with iphone, shoes, car & plan in an effort to keep up with your friends, does it make u any happier, or just being more competitive.

If u spend it all on material possessions, just to impress them, u won ever be truly content.

Fantasies are smth we enjoy thinking abt but we're not doing anything to make them a reality, but dream is a thing u want & u'll most likely tak the steps to make it yours. Knowing tt living in lala land and comparing yourselves to others is stopping u from succeeding is one big wake up call.

Amen..

I'm off to bed ;)

So what are you thinking now?

Sunday, April 26, 2009 @ 11:55 PM

LIVERPOOL IS COMING TO SG ON 26TH JULY!

Video is up.
I dontknow if u do feel it's funny, but when i saw this i laughed to myself for at least a minute. haha.

Saturday, April 25, 2009 @ 1:24 AM

thats my favourite gal :D

Orientation was indeed fun & the freshies are cute. Some of them gave negative feedback to me, so i guess probably they werent so satisfied abt some activities planned that day.

But u know what, at least they make more friends all along!

Movie, Simpang & friends, jeremy's place for fran's advanced celebration, police & detective. Caught The International and it is highly recommended, must watch! The movie was damn amazing & all credits goes to pig bank who insisted on not watching friday the 13th. Thanks ah, pig Haha. :D Anwy, I quite love fran's new haircut but only if i have the guts maybe i will try Pink's?

Still feel my throat a lil irritated all bcos i swallowed the flower petal after losing three rounds of police & detective. oh man this is suck.

Too bad for me

Monday, April 20, 2009 @ 2:31 PM

Today i went to sch, & I'm glad that some subjects seem pretty understandable to me. Except for wed. oh wed wed wed, 11 to 9. essent jap lesson is from 6 to 9. Perhaps, sometimes i do need to replenish my sleep needs.

For the rest, unhappiness I'd like to erase it away, bcos i could see ppl who care for me, for always lending me a listening ear, for giving me positive advice, for everything i learn to appreciate U.

I'm waiting, when is my phone gonna ring? ♥

Downhearted

Saturday, April 18, 2009 @ 2:52 AM

Not fair

Wednesday, April 15, 2009 @ 2:14 AM

we caught the show Fast & Furious 4, was nice. Stupid man died in a tragically but wasnt bcos he was stupid. ltr we multitask as we watching boys befor flowers & while solving ff7 jigsaw puzzle tgt. A job well done! lol. Well, it isnt an easy task to complete tiling, 1000 pieces of the puzzles & parts of it are really blended nicely so we couldnt really figure it out where it goes and on. Shall post an photo of the puzzle after we've done tiling it.

wanna buy a bag, which I actually have one in mind. Good day tdy. Because simple is good.
Nights (:

Education fun time with Teacher Tan

Thursday, April 09, 2009 @ 3:41 PM

Children in front of the car can cause accident
Accident at the back of the car can cause children

Stuck with each other

@ 2:44 AM

Trickster.

Champion league tonight, Man U Vs Liverpool
indeed, Torres is still the cutest ever. let's hope tt man u will be losing the match tonight! :)

oh yeh im gonna blog abt prillylyly. prillylyl just told me she got a new boyf.
she said her boyf is a magician. HAHAH

ONEsecret.

Monday, April 06, 2009 @ 2:47 AM

That's my favourite model.

Angelababy, & that's her name.
pretty isnt she?

一直不停告訴自己要做個有用的人,

所以也不停去學習

I took your presence for granted, but i always cared

Thursday, April 02, 2009 @ 1:44 PM

this morning, i woke up early and text this msg 'I wanna go out today!' & it was supposed to send to a friend or more, but yea, just dontknow who to send to, so i decided not to bcos idk who should be the pikachu tdy so i cant say 'Pikachu i choose euuuux' sort of that. Haha. & i dont really like to be in crowd tt i cant concentrate.

It feels like sunshine, feels like rain

Tuesday, March 31, 2009 @ 2:08 PM

Photos taken at St.James last wk. There are more ppl, just tt they didnt join in the photos:(

What a day.

P.S. pls dont laugh at my lao yah pok camera

rollerblading & friends, mac, monopoly, movie last night. That was my day, pretty random but was good. i think monopoly is fun & this is gonna be my hobby soon.

initially koon looked hilarious when he was rollerblading, lol. but it gets smoother & better the more he practised. When we looked at the little boy & the guy who was playing catching & rollerblading, i find it quite funny when koon told me "wanna play catching too?!". LOL. Sry pig maybe u just learned rollerblading ytd so u cant really catch me too. Something like that. HAHA. :D

Catch me?

Anwy, i do think jeremy's gf is cute. Very random, Lol.

Liar

Monday, March 30, 2009 @ 2:51 PM

Photobucket

If u know he's lying to u & hiding little secrets behind your back, dont bother to clarify with him. bcos u know deep down the answer is 'yes he did', but he'll just tell u 'no i didnt'. The point of arguing with him is just making youself confused & giving him chances to twist his excuses. When a guy lies so often just when he blinks his eyes, his face will look like the Liar right above.

They are smart, they might not tell u 'yes i stayed up late & was msning my girlfriends', 'yes it was just the 2 of us meeting up for dinner' and etc. Instead of acting blur & say 'no it was supposed to have many other guys for the dinner too but just so coincidence that all of them couldn't make it', or 'no i stayed up late bcos i was doing my work' etc..

Girls like to imagine our own fairytale but it turns out to be so drama. If she could learn to let it go, life will be so much happier ahead. When a guy lied, he gets no second chance.

Going to meet them in east coast for rollerblading soon.
Im off to bathing :)

May never find a l-l-love like this

@ 2:29 AM

trickster is fun! I will post more screenshots when my level is getting higher.

Anwy, i do still think its funny that i love to play trickster so much even thou my lappie is always dc while i was playing or the game shuts down immediately. I dontknow why I'd laugh to myself for this & continue playing, lol. Perhaps i do wish to keep playing with my pig & spend more time with him before school reopen haha.

& cant wait for our class charlet for the forthcoming week. but qh is not coming on the first day rarrazadsdd. i miss u gals k. heh. & trying to catch up with the latest happenings from them. moreover, this might be the last sem tt 4 of us will be in the same class uhh :(

idk why i always cant control my tears even when trifle things happen between us.

ONEday

Friday, March 20, 2009 @ 6:45 PM

Negotiated with mom for the entire night ytd, & ultimately she had to give in her phone to me! yayynessss. so i can be able to bring it to msia tmrw & listen to my favourite songs with pig for a long journey in malacca.

went to shop with js for just ONEday. then 死定了! charles & keith heels, top & button-less cardigan are all awaiting for me! LOL. I'm feeeling soooo Wooo000000 greeaaaaaaat!

I'mREADY.

@ 6:32 PM

I'm used to opening my own doors and splitting the checks
He introduced me, was always just a friend
I bought a new dress, he never noticed
Always falling for these bad boys, such a challenge
I'm getting tired, of cleaning up after them
I think I'm ready to be a woman

Oh love, I think I'm ready
Ready for it

You were such a surprise
An unexpected gift
Said I was pretty, and I believed it
Not really used to all this attention
Told myself I don't deserve you
And this is just a phase
Could I get used to, being loved the right way?
I wanna argue, but there is nothing to say

Oh love, I think I'm ready
Ready for it
Ready for it
Oh love, I think I'm ready

Cuz you send me flowers, when there's no occasion
Yeah we talk for hours, you still wanna listen
Won't hold it against me if I just need you to hold me tonight
My mother always told me that you'd show up one day
So scared to feel this way but love, I think I'm ready
Ready for it
Ready for it
Oh love, I think I'm ready
Ready for it
Ready for it
Oh love, I think I'm ready

happy birthday to mommyyyyyy

Wednesday, March 11, 2009 @ 2:01 AM

this morning i couldnt really sleep, well i dreamt of my gpa, & just woke up all of a sudden. i dontknow why. i reflected on why the hell i did perhaps, quite badly for some of my modules & later few answers came to my mind. i've been using most of my time to make ends meet on my projs but dang, its really hard sometimes. really hard. wearing out is definitely out of the question but that is not the point. i know i chose to path, this path to my OHSOBRIGHT future, but it's really tough, really. sorry for being such cranky, & yea, i wish things were better off, argh, haha.

yayy. mommy's treating us sakura for her birthday tonight! i would actually like to tag koon along, but her godson & the rest are also joining so hmmm well, pig next time! lol. the best period i enjoyed spending with mom in my life, mayb the saddest one, was my obsession for swings. & WHOOO mann the swings still there. when i was young, usually sat the swing with mom after tuition, which was abt 9pm? sometimes she would push mine & vice versa. love the cool air brushing across my face with every oscillation, & felt really as thou im flying. it is soo fun to sit on but everytime when i get down from the swing, sure to have a dizzy spell booooo.

you give me strength to sustain myself

Saturday, March 07, 2009 @ 2:49 AM

Today, i had a super awesome lunch. all because we brought all of our own-made dishes and had an awesome picnic at sentosa, where u can find heavenly beaches, scenary and sun there! & was being so late due to baking my cookies to the very last minute of the day! im really really really sorry for making u guys to wait for me at vivo for few hourszdsdwsd. however, the cookies tasted not very nice. idk, maybe hard? sighh. anwy, happy bday to my lovingly js! i guess u enjoyed your day so much at the beach just like wad i do!

swimming was fun! thou i hav tried to apply sunblock on both my body & face as much as possibe, it seems quite ineffective & apparently now, im having a slight sunburn on my face & arms. slping was tough too and idk why. when rolling my body on the bed, it was tough, lol.

i miss playing L4D! whenever i feel like playing home, i cant play it. i can only play at koon's lappie or perhaps at lan shop? alll credits to my laoya pok lappie. !#$%^&**&^%%*:(
to reflect her day, xh needs to be more organized & less careless. if not, her oven is gonna explode in any time of any day!

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